To Those I’ve Hurt…

Just a few thoughts today…

I’d like to apologize to anyone I’ve hurt in the past. No, I never beat my wife or kids and I was no monster, but I know, years ago, my words could be sharp as broken glass.

I know I had a stare that bled hate. I wasn’t great at hiding it.

Understand, I am not that man anymore. That man was being eaten up by anger, bitterness, depression and self-loathing.

I am still far from perfect, but am trying. TRYING. Yeah, some days that’s the best we can do.

I was at war with myself, at war with the devil and even with God sometimes.

I was in a prison of hatred, but, as Kevin Costner’s “Robin Hood” character said, “Please allow that years of war and prison may change a man.

I’m moving into a new chapter in my life and wanted to get that off my chest. My lovely wife, Laura, and I have started Demonkill Ministries, http://www.demonkill.com, and I’m trying to find beauty in the ashes of my past.

There are many of you who’d love to say that to people in your past, so I thought I’d take this opportunity to say it to those in MY distant past.

Blessings. Have a great Thanksgiving.

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